Gratitude at the David Hoffmeister ACIM Monastery I do want to thank Jason, and everyone at the Monastery again for welcoming me with such openness. I'm still amazed that I was granted this chance to…

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Gratitude at the David Hoffmeister ACIM Monastery

I do want to thank Jason, and everyone at the Monastery again for welcoming me with such openness. I'm still amazed that I was granted this chance to see shining types of the teachings of A Course in Miracles, and for the very first time in a long while, I do not feel alone.a course in miracles

Section of me wanted to stay longer, but beneath that desire was the idea that I will be this for the incorrect reason; as a way to prevent my problems. The stronger feeling was, and is, that my travels will continue.

Before I left, Jason asked if I'd had any insights. What I'm about to fairly share was not yet clear at that time; only on the drive away made it happen coalesce.

That morning, several lines from the Vance Joy song kept running through my head, “I never must have told you, never must have let you see inside. Don't want it troubling the mind, won't you allow it be?” This confused me as I possibly could not consider anything that I'd stated that I felt regret for.

Eventually, the phrase, “don't want it troubling the mind

” stood out. This reminded me that the absolute most prominent fear I'd in arriving at the Monastery was that I would somehow interfere with its residents'peace of mind, simply by my presence alone. This belief that I possibly could negatively affect other people's state of mind has been with me for quite some time, and has colored lots of my past experiences and relationships.

This fear left my awareness right after I arrived. On the drive away it rose again, but I remembered David saying in one of is own videos that minds cannot attack. I cried and laughed, and now feel as if the belief will be (has been?) released.

You can find other things that happened that felt important, but I can't consider them right now.